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To big to handle

I was 34 yrs old, just started a new job at a university. I was always a shy and timid women, never had alot of friends, grew up in a strict catholic household. Never been to the city, never rode a city transit bus. It just wasnt the new job that was exciting, i was also the environment. Brian and I met only a couple weeks of me starting my new job, Ive never dated, kissed or touched a black man. Of course ive heard the stories that black men were larger than the average man, wasnt a total believer though. Within the first day of talking to Brian, he asked me to go back to his apartment with him, of course I said no, walked away, had to intentions of ever talking to him again. I was scared of being raped or worse. Everyday he'd stop by, kept talking to me, finally convinced me just to go get something to eat with him. That kinda broke the ice alittle, I stayed after work for hours, just talking to him. After the first week, I went to his apartment. His bedroom was in the basement, since he had other roomates, we only had privacy in his room. He had posters of naked women all over his walls, which made me wonder if he was a player or not. We sat on the edge of the bed, he leaned over kissed me. I was relucant, but I just shut my eyes an went with it. Within minutes, his pants was off, he layed on the bed, told me to suck his dick. When I first seen the size of it, I knew it would never fit in my mouth. I knew having sex with him was out of the question, there was no way he would fit inside of me. He told me how to go down on him, to start at the head of his dick, licking, working my way down. to keep my mouth wet, to let the saliva run down his dick. it took me awhile to get the hang of it, once I did I could tell he was enjoying it. After 20 minutes or so, he told me to take my clothes off, I instantly refused. No man has ever seen me totally naked, he tried to persuade me, but I still refused. He finally let up alittle, an told me to take off my pants an panties. I took them off, laid on the bed, he told me to open my knees. I once again refused, I have never been exposed like that, even though I wanted him so bad. He started massaging my feet, slowly working up my calves, to my thighs. It was so relaxing, I havent been touched like that in years. He pushed up my legs, opening me to his face. He inserted the tip of his finger inside of my pussy, moving it slowly. while using his other hand to spread my knees farther apart. Then his head went down between my legs, I thought I was in heaven. He kissed my clit, then lifted my ass up and inserted his tounge inside of me. It only took a few minutes and i came, hard. Then he got on top of me, kissing me, told me he loved that I squirted all over him. I wasnt for sure what he meant by that, but I was to excited to ask any questions. I could feel his dick at my opening, slowly pushing against me to get inside. I kept telling him he was to big, he said it would only hurt for a few, to relax and it would go in easier. I felt the head go in, I screamed in pain, telling him to take it out. He stopped, pulled it back out. Told me to stay laying just like that, while he got a lubricant, asking me when was the last time I had sex. I didnt answer him, I closed my knees while he was getting the lubricant. When he came back to the bed, he put his hands on my knees, spreading them open. Using his fingers he opened my pussy lips, squirted the lubricant inside of me, while rubbing my clit. Telling me it will go in easier now, an it wont feel as painful. Once again we tried, him getting the head in, but he was to big. I couldnt handle the pain. I jumped out of bed, started putting on my pants, I dont know if I was embarrassed or mad, I know I just wanted out of there. He stopped me, looking at me, told me not to worry about it. We will figure out a way for me to be able to handle him, that we have plenty of time. I still insisted on leaving, he walked me to my car. I thought that was the last time Id ever see him again.
The next day at work, Brian came to see me. I was surprised, he asked me to meet him after work to talk. I agreed, I kept wondering what he wanted to talk about. Was it to tell me that since I wasnt able to satisfy him that he wanted nothing to do with me, or that he wanted to try it again and put me through more pain. I was a nervous wreck the rest of the day. I met Brian in the school cafteria, he acted normal, even though I think I was the one looking for anything out of the ordinary. He asked when was the last time Ive had sex, that he's never been with anyone that tight before. I explained that I havent been with anyone for a couple of years. He wanted to know if Ive ever used dildos, that it might be a good way to stretch my puss out alittle to accomidate him. I was so embarrassed, Ive never used a dildo, or any kind of toys. I couldnt believe he was asking me these kind of questions! I gave him a werid look an told him no. He must of picked up on the look I gave him, he said he didnt want anything artificial up inside of me, that we will find a different way. For right now though, we can have oral sex to satisfy both our needs. The next 6 months went by so fast, the sex was great ( what sex we could have). He gave me so much more than sex though, he gave me confidence, always telling me how pretty I was. I wanted him inside me so bad, I wanted the closeness, the connection with him, but I knew the pain would be overwhelming. I searched online for different suggestions on how prepare for his size, most of the answers were obvious, dildos or having sex with someone else that was a smaller size. I finally decided I was going to bring the subject back up to him, and suggest using dildos. We had a date this saturday, so it would be a perfect opportunity.
We met at a little restaurant, I could tell something was different with him, something was bothering him. Maybe tonite wasnt the night to bring up my suggestions, maybe he was breaking it off with me. After dinner, we took a walk in the park, for a few minutes all I could concentrate on was the crunching sound the leaves made as we walked on them. He started telling me that he has never met anyone like me, that the other women hes been with was just a fuck. That he really cared for me, that it was more than just sex and that he wanted to take it a step further. He stopped walking, stood in front of me, got down on one knee, asked me to marry him! I was shocked!! Here in front of me was a guy I wasnt even able to have sex with and he wanted to marry me! A marriage would never work between us, he'd surely get tired of just having oral sex. He'd eventually go find someone else, a marriage with him would be doomed from the first night. I couldnt, how do I explain this to him without hurting his feelings or giving him the impression that I didnt like him? He sensed my hesitation, he knew something was wrong. He took my hand and directed me to a nearby bench, looking at me with his deep brown eyes asking me what I was thinking. How do I tell him?? I could never measure up to other women hes been with, he was more experienced sexually than I would ever be. I couldnt keep him happy, what about having children? It takes having sex to concieve, he was only 28, he wasnt going to stay with someone older than him. Marriage was a huge step, it never crossed my mind, all these thoughts was going through my head. I couldnt think straight, I didnt know what to say. "Id only get married if I was pregnant", I didnt even realize I said that outloud. He looked at me, kissed me, said we can arrange that. I looked at him, how? I cant even have sex with him, how are we going to have a baby together? He took my hand, asked me if I trusted him, for some reason I did. I felt secure with him, I didnt think he would ever do anything to hurt me. He asked for me to accept the ring on my finger, showing that I was spoken for and everything else would fall into place. I did.
Over the next several months he closely monitored my periods, noticing when I would bleed heavier. Ive never exposed myself like this to anyone, hell he would even take out my tampons, yes he still went down on me during my period. He knew everything about my body, besides of the feeling of being inside of me. I noticed he kept a chart, showing ovalation, period dates. I never questioned any of it, I was to embarrassed to talk about it. Once we got through christmas, I noticed Brian was more occupied. He was always at a friends house, or online. I thought maybe he was cheating on me, I let it go for a couple weeks, Until I couldnt take it anymore. I finally confronted him, demanding to know whats going on. If he was cheating, then he needed to get out of my life. He assured me he wasnt, that hes doing all this for me, to be patient.
The 3rd weekend in January he told me we had plans for Friday, to make sure I got home from work as soon as I could. I didnt question to many things with him, he was the one that liked to control the situations, Ive learned to just go along with it.
Friday finally came, not knowing what was going on, I went home directly after work.Soon as I walked in the door , he called me, telling me to jump in the shower, dress in something comfortable and to be at his place by 8. I asked if we were going out, he said neither of us would be going out. I thought it was going to be a night to sit inside an curl up on the couch to watch a move. Boy, could I be more wrong!
I arrived at Brians little after 8, walking in the back door I heard people talking, didnt think to much into it, since Brian had roomates. When Brian noticed I was there, he introduced me to his friends. Paul was black, about 5'6, slender build but with arm muscles, very attractive, Id guess in his early 30's. I had to be careful with the way I looked at him when I was introduced, Brian was very jealous, always had his eye on me. Brian's size was alittle intimidating, 6'4, 260 lbs, all muscle. There was also 2 females there, both were black, probably same age as Brian, very attractive. I never felt out of place around Brian's friends, even though I was always the only white person he was ever around. So by no means did I think anything by his friends being there. After our brief introduction, they left and Brian and I went in the living room to watch tv. I found this alittle odd since we've always went in his room to watch tv, but he said his roomates was gone for the evening. He put a movie in, and disappeared into the kitchen, coming back with a couple beers. Im not one to drink, especially just sitting at home, I asked if he had anything else, but he told me just to try it tonite, that it would help me relax. I really didnt think I was stressed, but I knew better than to argue. He really didnt say to much, just sat and watched the movie. He noticed I was slowly sipping on my beer, so he took it into the kitchen and poured it into a cup. As he sat it in front of me, he told me I had 15 minutes to finish drinking it. I rudely hurried up and guzzled it, then got up to go to the bathroom. He asked me if I was okay, I ignored him and continued walking. I didnt know if he was just having a bad day, or what the problem was, but his attitude was really getting to me. While I was in the bathrrom, he knocked on the door, once again asking if I was okay. I told him yes, then he opens the door and walks in. he asked me if I had peed yet, I gave him a werid look an said no, but if he left the room I could finish my business. I started getting alittle dizzy, he must of noticed and told me he would help me. He unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down with my panties, sitting me on the toilet. Then he got a box out from under the sink, told me I needed to pee in the cup. I asked him what it was for, he told me not to worry about it, an asked if I trusted him. Of course I trusted him, just found his behavior strange. He told me to spread my legs, he put the cup up to my pussy an told me to pee. After filling the little cup, he put a plastic stick in it, then wipped me dry and helped me up. When I stood up, I almost fell over. I told him I didnt feel good an that I should go home. He told me I needed to lay down for a bit before considering that. He picked me up, put me over his shoulder and carried me downstairs. He laid me on the bed, started taking my clothes off, I told him no, that I just needed to go to sleep for a bit. He told me to go to sleep, finished taking my clothes and kissed me on the forehead. He put a sheet over me, I could hear other people in the room talking, but couldnt make out what they were saying.
I must of blacked out for a bit, when I opened my eyes I seen others in the room. Couldnt make out who they were, as the light was shinning from behind them. Brian seen my eyes open, came over to the bed, putting his fingers through my hair asking me if I was alright. I said I was really dizzy and didnt feel right. He told me he added alitle something to my drink to take the edge off, that he knew Id be nervous and he wanted me to enjoy this. I didnt understand what he was talking about, I repeately asked him why? He told me that he loved me very much, he wanted to make me his wife, that he couldnt hurt me. But he needed to be able to plant his seed inside my womb, an with him being so big, he needed someone to help him prepare my puss for him. I was so confused, I couldnt understand what he was telling me. He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me, smiling, holding my hand. Then I felt someone lift the sheet off me from the bottom of the bed, hands on my thighs, Brian told me to lay still and let them do it, that it will make things easier for me. I looked over and seen each of the females I met earlier on both sides of the bed, pulling my legs apart, picking up my legs and pulling me to the edge of the bed. I was terrified, I looked at Brian asking what was going on. He told me he wont let them hurt me, to relax, that it will all be over in awhile. I could hardly move, not alone try and get out of the bed. Once the girls got my bottom to the edge of the bed, I felt a warm oil being squirted on my pussy, I felt them rubbing it in, inserting their fingers inside me, deep inside of me. The other girls hand started moving the oil to my bottom, using the tip of her finger to insert it inside my bum. I gasped, whispering to Brian to make them stop. Just to please make it stop He just kept telling me to relax, he told me if he didnt love me, he would never let another man take me before he did. That he wont hurt me, and if this is what my puss needs before he can go inside of it, hes willing to do it. I heared a guys voice say he was ready, then Brian leaned over and started kissing me passionally on the lips, I felt the girls open my legs as wide as they could go. I felt something pushing at my opening, I tried to talk but Brians mouth was on mine still kissing me. I felt something go in me, only an inch or so then stop. Brian stopped kissing me, looked between my legs and told me the head of his boyz dick was in, just for me to relax and shut my eyes. I heard the guy say that it was tight, Brian telling him to shhh. Brian told me hes gonna go in alittle each time so my puss can adjust to the size, that it wont hurt. I felt someones hand starting to play with my clit, then I felt a mouth on each of my nipples. Massaging and kneeding each breast while they sucked lightly at my nipples. I felt the guys dick go in alittle more, then stopping, pulling back out and forward again, each time going deeper. Not sure how much time had passed, but Brian came back and looked me in the eyes and told me his boyz dick was all the way in. I was so close to cumming, but whoever was playing with my clit knew how to keep me from finishing. Brian came up to my face, told me to look at him, and asked if I was ready. I thought he meant for me to be able to take him, I said yes. He grabbed my hand and told me to squeeze hard, I was so close to cumming, I kept telling him I was going to cum, he told me to squirt all over his boy, to give him that nut. As soon as I started cumming, I felt the piercing pain in my lower adbomen. I passed out.
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To big to handle Part 2

Part 2

Not sure how long I passed out for, but it couldnt of been very long, the guy was still deep inside of me. When I opened my eyes Brian was right there, asking me if I was alright. Telling me how proud he was of me, that his boy got into my cervix. I told him I was sore, my stomach hurt so bad, that I wanted it out of me. Brian kissed me, told me not yet baby, he wanted to make sure I was stretched out enough to be able to handle him. He told me the worst was over, but we had lot more to do to prepare my bottom for him. I asked who was inside of me, he told me it was the friend I met earlier, Paul. I felt him moving in and out of my cervix, wasnt as painful as in the beginning. Brian leaned over and kissed me, telling my I was ovalating and that we were going to make a baby tonight. I was shocked! Here another guy was inside of me, was he wearing a condom? I dont want to get pregnant by someone else, Brian seen my concern and assured me that it will be his child. Brians fingers was moving through my hair, telling me after tonite, only the 4 people in this room will be the only ones that will ever see my puss, that I belonged to him now. While he was talking to me, Paul was still moving in and out slowly, I felt another hand on my bum. Rubbing oil on my anus, working a finger inside of me. It was a huge turn on, Ive never been touched there, I heard Brian say he would take over. I felt his hand touching my bottom, his finger working in my anus, his finger was alot bigger than the other. But he was careful an kept it slow. Paul was still working my cervix, Brians finger in my bottom, the girls still holding my legs wide open. One of them started back on my clit, I could feel the oil being spread on me. Brians finger was going deeper and faster in my bottom, he told me to squirt on him, to give him that nut. I was panting, Paul was fucking me hard, the girls hands was massaging my breasts. I starting tighting my bottom, feeling more of Paul and Brian, I was squeezing so hard, I heard Paul say he was going to cum. I came, harder than I have ever came. Then I felt Paul cum inside of me, it was so warm, he was gasping for air. I laid there, exhausted. I felt Paul slip out of me, I could feel our cum running down my ass, Brian was working the cum into my ass. I told him to stop, I couldnt take anymore. He told me no baby, its now my turn to have you. Brian and Paul left the room, the 2 girls got warm washclothes and wiped my pussy clean. One of them told me I was lucky Brian allowed me the chance to get stretched out before he took me. Most men would never allow that sorda thing. She said she was applying extra lube inside my pussy for him, I could feel her fingers working it inside of me. I asked her why Brian allowed Paul to cum inside of me if I was ovalating. She said Paul is sterile, and Brian wanted my cervix coated so he could enter it easier. I was terrified of the thought of Brian being that deep inside of me, I knew he was bigger than Paul. I told her I dont think he will fit, he will tear me. She assured me it wont happen that way, and they will all be right here to help me through it. That Brian loved me very much and he dosent want to hurt me. I asked why she was working the lube into my bottom, she said Brian will have all of you tonight. After tonight, you will belong to him. Then we will watch your belly start to swell, breasts getting fuller, we will all be taking care of you. After she said that, Brian walked in the room, naked, walking over to me, kissing my forehead, he asks, ready to make a baby? i said yes but id prefer for us to be alone. He said no, not until I know for sure you can take me, to just relax.
One of the girls positioned a mirror so I was able to see between my legs, Brian came around, stood between my legs, I could see he was rock hard. He was so big, the thought started to scare me. The girls grabbed ahold of my ankles, spreading me until it hurt, then she took her other hand and guided Brians dick to my opening. I could feel him pushing against me, I thought as wet as I was, hed be able to slide inside. I could feel him stretching me, he pulled back away and one of the girls applied some lube to the head of his dick. It crossed my mind that maybe hes already slept with them, but right now that was the least of my concern. She positioned his dick to my opening again, he pushed slowly. I could feel my pussy stretching to allow him to enter me. I could see in the mirror that his head was almost in, he told me to tell him if it hurt to much. He kept his eyes on my pussy, telling me he loved to see it stretch around his cock. He pushed alittle harder and I gasped, he told me he wouldnt move so I can stretch alittle. I could see his black cock shine in the mirror from all the lube. He inched his way further inside of me, going slow, I was able to see his cock slowly disappearing inside of me. I felt so full. I didnt think the feeling was imaginable. One of the girls started on my clit, I could feel myself getting wetter, Brian looked up at me, his big brown eyes told me he was enjoying taking me. He worked his dick in and out so slowly, I knew there was no possible way he could fit all that inside of me. He was about 3/4 in, when I felt him hit something. We both looked at each other, he asked me if I was sure I wanted to carry his baby , that I could never leave him. No other man would ever see my puss, that no other man will be this deep inside of me. I told him yes I was sure. He told the girls to get ready, having no clue what that meant, made me alittle nervous. Brian must of picked up on it, he told me to relax, that he can feel my pussy tightening up. The girls started massaging my breasts, putting their lips on my nipples. one of their hands on my clit, while the other girls hand massaging my anus. Brian was picking up pace, going alittle harder. Paul came downstairs, I could see he was hard. He walked toward my face, held his dick up to my mouth. I opened my mouth, started sucking his cock, working the head like Brian taught me. I could hear him moan, telling me he was enjoying it. Paul grabbed my hair working my mouth faster on his cock, the suction the girls had on my nipples was getting more intense. The finger in my bum was working its way in and out, and Brian was slamming me harder. My clit was on fire, I was going to cum. I told Brian I was going to cum, he told me he wanted to see me squirt all over his cock, he put his fingers on the sides of my opening, making me spread all the way open, I could see his black cock fucking my pussy in the mirror. I couldnt take anymore, it was building, everything was going so fast. I came, I could feel myself squirting on him, Brian grabbed ahold of my ass cheeks, told me to hold on. He slammed into my cervix, buring his cock as far as he could inside of me. The pain was unbearable, my stomach cramped, then he told me he was putting his baby seed deep inside my womb. I could feel his cock unload inside of me, I could taste Pauls precum in my mouth. I knew he was about to come, I sucked harder and faster on him, making him shoot his load in my mouth. Paul finished and pulled away, Brian was still inside of me. I asked him to pull out, the cramps hurt. He refused, telling me he wanted to keep his seed deep inside me for a few minutes longer, hoping to increase our chances at concieving. A few moments went by, I asked again for him to pull out. He was still hard, making it very painful. He agreed, only if the girls held up my legs to keep the cum from running out. The girls pulled my legs up off the bed, and he pulled out. I was so thankful! I was so reliefed that it was over, the last 6 months I had been so worried about not being able to satisfy him. Now that I know I can handle him, I can finally feel secure about our relationship. I heard Brian telling the girls to get her ass ready for him. Me? NO!

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