Sam, mom's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.
By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.
Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he doesn't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. "Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman." I pull away from him.
"Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat's room instead. Do you understand? You have to learn how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to teach you tonight." Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hand and drags me out of my room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night clothes.
Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my shorts. "Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead." Afraid of what he may do to my baby sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. "I am going to show you how to please your young Adam. He will thank me for this."
He starts to kiss me again, first on my lips while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my most secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. "On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my hard cock." I am shaking.
"Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this." He pushes me on the bed and begins to take off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam's penis but only for a second. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.
Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My body starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO!! This is wrong. He beings to lick and bite my neck while he rubs my breast. He whispers in my ear "Nicole, I can't wait to taste your sweet pussy" and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me…. isn't he??
I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say "spread your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy." I can feel him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The first time I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.
"Do you like that Nicole." I didn't say anthing.
"Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your pussy." I didn't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. "SAY IT" he demands.
"I like you tongue on my vagina" I said. He says, "No Nicole, the word is pussy. Say you like my tongue on your pussy. NOW!!"
My lips are trembling, "I like your tongue on my pussy" I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. "Do you know what that is Nicole? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it."
"Yes Sam, I want it." I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.
"So Nicole, Adam wants you to kiss his penis? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock deep in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it." With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. "Open your mouth sweetheart" I am scared again. He begins to squeeze my cheeks hard until my mouth opens. "You are going to suck my cock, you will not bite me or I will spank you. You will suck my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good girl should."
Then he puts his large hard cock in my mouth. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouth. "That's a good girl Nicole." He starts to move in and out, slow then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. "Your sweet little mouth feels so good on my hard cock baby." Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, "Oh baby, you are going to make me shoot my load, but I want to save it for your sweet virgin pussy." Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me deep. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.
"Oh sweetheart, relax, the best is yet to come." He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, "I am going to put my cock in your tight pussy now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gonna have you lick your mothers cum off my cock before I fuck you."
The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more excited. I can't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the head of his cock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my mouth and tells me to stay still. "Open your legs. I am ready to feel that tight virgin pussy."
I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his hand over my mouth still. Tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. "You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your virgin pussy and teach you to be a woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years" I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT!!! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.
I am so scared but my body begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feelings, good feelings. Very good feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs farther apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be? I didn't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes! No! Yes! No! So many confusing feeling.
He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. "Tell me my cock feels good in your pussy baby" He has my legs high in the air, on his shoulders, pushing hard and deep in my pussy but I don't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, more tears come. "Say it now."
"Your cock feels good in my pussy." I say with a trembling voice. "Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you understand." I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says "You will say 'yes sir' to me do you understand."
"Good girl, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you full of my hot cum." He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a traitor. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into passion, my pain into pleasure. My body starts to tense and shake and shiver on it's own. I can no longer control any of my own body functions. I feel excessive moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.
"Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first orgasm. Wasn't that great. You feel so good." He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very deep. I can feel hot liquid squirting deep in my body and he collaspes onto of me.
"You are such a good girl Nicole." He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouth as his mouth is full of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me deep and long and moans.
"Wasn't that good baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so good. Get used to it baby. Your gonna taste it often. Next time, you will lick it off my cock on command."
I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again?? When? Why? Wasn't my mohter enough for him? Was I raped? Did I want this?
He begins to rub me and say "you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and don't tell anyone. The next time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again."
He showers with me, washes my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says "goodnight sweetheart" then walks out.
That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.
Sam was right about so many things. I did learn to be a woman. The first time I was with Adam he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him?
It all started last Thursday and it was the day I was meant to go to the shops and get some supplies. The supermarket we went to was always very good, never seemed to run out of anything. So I just popped down one morning to get the odd items, when I found myself sharing an aisle with a new teenage shelf stacker. He was average-sized for his age and had short blonde hair, with a blue shirt and black trousers that seemed to contain a rather well kept body. He gave me once glance and I found myself automatically busying my eyes in what ended up being curry powder. I could probably feel his cocky smile burning into my back.
Now I’d just like to point out at this point I’d never known myself to be even the slightest bit gay. I’ve been married for a year! I’d never thought I’d even have my attention caught by this guy. I mean he’s…a guy, how could I possibly like him?
While I was wondering why I was pretending to look at curry powder a deep voice behind me growled:
“Excuse me sir, do you need some help?” It was then when I realized I was snookered. I turned round and it was then I got a chance to see his face. You couldn’t exactly say he was unattractive, although he seemed to bear the scars of a few drunken fights. His eyes were…well you could say teasingly brown, almost as if he was looking for trouble. As he spoke he always smirked, I had no ideas why…
“Erm, yeah” I replied, feebly. Why was I talking like this? “I was looking for the milk?”
“I bet you were!” I wasn’t expecting as a reply… “It’s over in the fridges, at the other end of the store!” he answered in the cockiest way possible. Now I just looked stupid. I walked off back the way I came, without even thanking him. I bet he was laughing to himself all the time…
I just felt I needed to get out of there as quickly as possible before I found myself getting pointlessly embarrassed in front of that shelf stacker again. I grabbed the nearest bottle of milk to me and went to the nearest checkout. But:
“Oh hello again sir!” Tom smiled up at me (his name tag before you ask). I groaned inside to see him again. “I see you got your milk then…”
“Yes” I grumbled
“Sure you don’t need anything else with that sir?”
“Doesn’t look like a lot though. Sure I can’t interest you in some eggs?” God he was annoying. Why can’t he just leave me alone? My ears perked up though… “…blowjob?”
“You heard me…” This guy was massively confident to even suggest it!
“What? No! I can’t! I’m married!”
“Never stopped anyone before!” he grinned
“No! Just stop it! Leave me alone!” I grabbed my bags and hurried out of the store.
I sat in the car and found myself thinking about what he’d just said. His growling voice rolling over and over in my head, that one word… I shook it off, this couldn’t be happening to me! I drove off but the radio still couldn’t drown out the voice in my head.
The journey home seemed to take ages. And I wasn’t greeted in the usual friendly way. In my haste, I’d obviously gone and forgotten many things. A rather lovely argument and a trip back in the car, and I found myself back in the same building as Tom the Randy Shelf Stacker. I couldn’t help but try and dodge aisles to try and avoid him. Why was I doing that? It looked so stupid, a man in his twenties trying to avoid some teenager who likes to wind people up? Why did I keep thinking it would make anything any better?
Then in Aisle 1…
“Back for some more are you?” his boyish smile hit me in the face again. I was just going to have to grin and bear it.
“Well I just forgot a few things; the wife gave me this list…” I felt quietly confident he’d give up his little games. “Any idea where I can get any of these from?” I gave him the list which he pondered for a few seconds.
“Yep, if you’d just like to follow me, sir” he led the way through the store to somewhere that seemed to be a huge warehouse full of stock. I was slightly confused why he brought me here, but then it all became clear when he stopped.
“Right now, pretty boy, you unzip those jeans for me and I’ll get you those things you want!” he eyes had never been so bright and his smile so dark when he said that.
“Oh come on, you’ve been gagging for it. And so have I. You look like you’ve got a nice juicy dick stuck in there and it wants to get out!”
“No, I don’t! Just get me the stuff!”
“Do you want me to come and do it myself?”
“Look! I’m taken, and I’m not…”
“So am I, but you’re hot! And your wife has you most of the time anyway! Why not save some for the rest of us poor boys?” By this time, he already had his hands clamped on the denim and was tugging at the buttons. Half of me wanted to fight him off, but the other half…
“But…but what if someone catches us?”
“Oh I’ve done this loads of times before. I suck you until you almost blow, then you go home and your wife gets fucked into seventh heaven!” somehow his voice made me twitch with…excitement I guess?
His cold bare hands then wrenched hold of my semi-erect cock and he squatted down at my knees. His lips wrapped warm and tight around my head, which he playfully licked at. The combination of his freezing hands and his hot mouth drove me wild. I was barely containing myself and his mouth moved down the shaft. By now it was drenched in a saliva-precum mix and was rock solid. He looked up into my eyes, and his were sinfully black as he ravaged at my dick.
“Yeah baby, your cock tastes good; you keep on cumming for Tom! God that tastes so sweet!” He smirked as his tongue went hyperactive. Dare I say this was the best time I’d ever been sucked off? “You’re wife must be gagging to have this in her! Shit, I wonder what this would feel like up my ass.”
Then a thought hit me… “You wanna find out?” I couldn’t help myself from saying. Now it was Tom’s turn to be cautious.
“Jeez, I dunno. I’ve never been fucked in public before… I am rather loud”
“Even better!” Was I really saying this to a guy who was at least 10 years younger than me? “You screw your ass on my fat dick and brace yourself for a fucking hot ride!” He didn’t need asking twice. Seconds later I found myself hurtling towards the hottest orgasm of my life. I had Tom’s peachy ass staring right at me as I bent him over the shelves. This was my first time with a guy, yet I was pounding relentlessly. And he loved it!
“Oh…my…fucking God! That’s hot baby, you keep pounding me with your hot fucking prick! Isn’t it nice to fuck a guy up the ass once in a while, you hot-cocked stud?”He screamed at me as he back-fucked me again and again, craving me to go deeper. His ass was a tight as his mouth and squeezed huge amounts of cum from my spraying cock. It was almost as good as ramming my hot wife’s clit.
“You’re one cock loving slut, Tom. Oh yeah, you fuck nice and hard for Daddy, Look what you’re doing to me! I gonna fucking spray inside your hot ass! Shit yeah, you fuck like a French whore!” I couldn’t believe the sorts of things I’d just said. I wasn’t expecting Tom to disembark so quickly but he shot off the end of my pecker.
“Sorry, sexy; duty calls. But you can always come back for more!” He gasped as he pulled his trousers back up. “Maybe next time I could get to fuck you!” he winked as he turned and went out of the door behind us.
As I sat in the car, I found myself with the biggest cock full of load I’d ever had. I had to let it out. I frantically undid the buttons one more time and stroked at my ten-incher, willing it to get hard again. The events of earlier rolled around in my head uncontrollably. But I didn’t want that! That was a one off, I’m still married remember, I’m still straight. I tried to drown out thoughts of Tom with thoughts of getting home and pounding my wife’s fucking hot slit until she burst with orgasm…like Tom… No! This can’t be happening! I jerked off, faster and faster. Which way would the load fall? Could I face Tom again? Could I ever want my wife as much as before? Where would my mind stop as spunk flew?